working on the weekend

I honestly do not see what the importance of working on the weekend is all about. If you have worked a 35-40 hour week for 5 days straight the body needs a rest. It is like fast sometimes the body want to stop and take a rest, allow it to exam what it needs.

Proposition 8

It is Election Day and in our house we had a discussion about California's proposition 8 in our house last night. It was a heated discussion with a lot of opinions. I listened and said my 2 cents worth. I came to the conclusion that if I were in California that it would be a law of obedience or a law of free agency. Should I do as the prophet suggests or should I allow the free agency of individuals to choose to marry of the same sex. I started to think about the polygamist and their plight, I thought about when human beings only have their beloved pets will they be allowed to marry, will there be age consents. I thought about obeying the laws of the land and what might manifest because of legalizing one rule and demanding another. The prophet does not speak only for the people of the day that are listening it is an eternal conversation that should be listened to wisely

hard hearted

I was reading the scriptures and I realized that God will recognize the hardness of our hearts as much as the trespasses that we provoke upon others.

The Universe Speaks

I have done my inner meditation for about a week now. The meditation CD say t give it at least 6 weeks for things to happen doing the meditation at least once a day.
I am feeling the surroundings in my life, the experiences that I am having, are being more apparent and honest with my traits that I always knew I had but was really sure about. People are telling me or giving me assignments that would fit into one of my better qualities.
I guess the universe is giving me what I am seeking, what makes my inner happiness grow. To manifest inner love, to invest in my better traits and help others in the process.

Ponder the energy

Today I learned that we have to be careful with the energy that we attract. I was the researcher to a survey last year on Wacovia, City Bank, and several of the banks that are going belly up. I knew that we were in financial duress, back then. I felt anticipation then and so did the recipients at the other end of the phone, they knew it was coming.
I wondered about what kind of energy you feel when you enter a bar, or what kind of energy you feel when you are in the emergency room, or the energy you feel when you are shopping, when you are in a library or when you enter the temple. I wondered when I was doing my meditation tape what energy that I was putting into my body, or taking out of it. I honestly believe that our bodies know things long before our reality sets in. A women body knows that she is ready to have the baby long before she is labor. Why can't we know mental things, things our bodies know? It is something to ponder.

Focus on the energy that will only help

I have come to the conclusion that we as a society focuses on the we have created and what we can have. We have not recognized that the thousands of people that are food is supplied from the lights come from several different sources just so that we are able to have warmth light and heat. We are not in a day of the candles and farm life. We are in a society that is not aware of the treasure of the earth or the value of the service that people give to each other. We do not give the credit to God for the life and comfort that we have. It speaks about it 2 Nephi, about contending one with another who's church is right instead of honoring God and Heavenly Father.

A hard day

Someday you can not get ahead. I woke up early and I was almost late for work.. I listen to the scriptures in the morning and I left the i pod at home, np scriptures. I made arrangements to get Tim to get a job and he missed his bus. I was going over to see Tara and the baby and she was in Springville. I feel that I can not do anything without an obstetrical. So I am going to change the energy, I think I need to meditate, I will tell you tomorrow.

Your Bucket

Today I learned that all of us are prone to positive or negative personalities, I have been watching mine as the day rolled on. To fill your bucket with happiness you must reach beyond yourself. When one gives service to others with the intention of nothing in return, good energy is restored and your bucket. Your vibrations should never go below the 500 kh. When you realize that you are in a low depression recognize what emotion that is controlling the your life and remember it is only a emotion. Reach out and fill your bucket.

The fake holiday

I decided that today was the time to take charge of my very own Zen. I have read several books but I think I need to review them once again. The first book is How to fill your own bucket..... details later.